Leaving Behind Identification With The Body And Its Effects.

Hey guys I have been less and less attached to my body, and it can be a scary process, I should also say I deal with gender dysphoria, not crippling but I have noticed it and and there was an unconscious negativity towards the body that had been building up and when I just had the experience of disidentification, I felt hollow left only with that negativity and I became afraid. But then a sense of peace and acceptance flowed in, and love too, however I still would like the body to change but I am more at peace with how it is in this moment. I can still sense that negativity though as being there and I’m trying not to let it build up again. Can I just get some response to this, doesn’t have to be an answer, this is a very specific situation, but I just wanted to share.